My therapist finally told me what she diagnosed me with, because she knows how strong I’ve become. I have EDNOS (eating disorder not otherwise specified). She told me she knows what I have specifically but it’s like a hybrid, and therefore easier to just put it as EDNOS. She told me that if she were to break it down, I have Anorexia and Exercise Bulimia. Basically, I restrict pretty bad and then work my ass of in the gym, running, pilates, yoga.. whatever, just to negative net calories. I’m getting better though, I know it’s hard to believe.. but I’ve created a team now, that consists of my Primary care physician (blood work, check ups, etc), a Nutrion Therapist and my Therapist therapist. I feel confident that things will get better. The only thing that could pose a problem is Thyroid issues, apparently last summer (pre ed) my thyroid levels were screwy, so she’s concerned that it may be affecting me negatively. We’ll see.
I just wanted to thank all my new followers for checking out my blog! I assure you it’s not all recovery related, I definitely like posting about the healthy way that I live…. to the extreme :O lol but really, I like to post about my future and where I would like to be. Thanks for your support and kind words.