I can’t believe how bad I’ve screwed up my body. Like in all seriousness, my stomach/g.i is so uncomfortable I can’t even begin to explain it to you guys. I feel like I have a huge balloon filled as big as it can in my tummy/low abdominal area. It’s so pain, uncomfortable, annoying. To put it lightly, I look like I’m 3 months pregnant and it’s been like this for days! (i’ll post a picture later). I’m going to the Dr.’s tomorrow. I just hope she doesn’t judge me and will take me seriously regardless of my ED.
I also have an appointment with a Nutrional Therapist after I come home from VT next week. I’m trying to make a recovery team. Which would include this woman and my therapist. I just want to recover. The 6lbs of weight I’ve gained is definitely related to whatever is happening with my stomach. I hope all goes well. I just want to feel/be better already.
