June 2012
Going to my last regularly schedule leg day till September :(
Had to give up my gym membership because I can’t get a job while I’m home (nobody wants to hire college kids :( ) Leg days are my favorite too… well, I’ll make the most of it. No cardio today- it’s about 100 degrees here.
I’ll make an update video tonight. There was a lot to talk about lol.
That moment when you have the body everyone posts all over tumblr as "inspiration", but yet you see yourself as a fat whale....
fml, when will I really see my true beauty?
“We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same.”
—Carlos Castaneda (via bananahut)
So, I need to have you guys hold me responsible lol
Okay, so I’m starting to realize that there’s nothing I can do about my weight gain. I hate it, I hate myself everyday over it. But in all serious, I’m not doing anything that would hold me responsible for the weight gain, like nothing. Whether it be a Thyroid issue, PCOS or whatever! I can’t do anything about it, it’s literally out of my control. But, I can be proactive. I need to stop being so negative and I need to reduce my sugar intake to basically nothing- unless it naturally comes from fruits, veggies, whole grains, etc. No added sugars (not that I have much of any! But still). I want to get off this nasty cravings for chocolate! It’s horrible and I just need to be head strong and do it already! I need to learn to love my self and treat my body like a temple, because it’s the only one I’ve got!
I’d really appreciate your support in this guys, you are such big inspiration to me and for that I’m grateful! :)
Obsessed.
With all the local veggies that are starting to appear in the stores.
So delicious. Nothing compares to local foods.
So true!
